Wednesday, December 19, 2012

God is Good

I woke up late this morning and missed my QT with Jesus. So it hasn't been a complete shock that this morning was kind of a mess...a BEAUTIFUL mess, but a mess nonetheless. As I rushed out the door to get everyone where they needed to be on time (Mackenzie was already late for her class Christmas party), I scanned the messy rooms of our house and made a mental note to add “clean house ASAP” to my ever-growing to-do list.

It seems like there is so much to do these last few days before Christmas: finish wrapping gifts, do “countdown to Christmas” with Mackenzie, send out last-minute cards, mail gifts to out-of-state family, clean house, move that silly Elf before Mackenzie sees him in the same spot as the night before, catch up on laundry, squeeze in snuggle time during those precious few hours between getting everyone home from work & school and bath/bedtime, get gift for Dirty Santa with the Yellville family this weekend. I could go on and on because it’s so easy to get caught up in the little things like that, especially if you are like me and have lists coming out of your ears because you sort of love making them.

I got Mackenzie to school and hugged her tight before she ran to find her spot on the carpet and sing “Joy to the World – It’s Christmas” with her class.

Sloane was asleep by the time we pulled up to her daycare and I decided to sit there for a moment before having to wake her up to go inside. I checked Facebook to see what’s going on with family and friends and my heart dropped when I saw some of the updates.

The first update I read was a prayer request from a friend for herself. She was diagnosed with Stage 1 breast cancer last Friday and although her doctor is very optimistic that she will be cured, that news is not what you want to hear. She is a young wife and mother to beautiful 3 year old twins. It would be hard to hear that news any day of the year, but being this close to Christmas seems to make the news even worse in my opinion. I’m praying for her to have complete healing and for her family during this journey.

The next update I read was a prayer request from a “blog” friend. Her sister-in-law suffered several mini-strokes on Friday and while she was still in the hospital, she had another small stroke yesterday. At about 2 this morning, the neurologist discovered that there was some swelling on her brain. They have done a procedure to alleviate the swelling and are monitoring her to see how she responds over the next 24 hours. She is also a young mother with three beautiful children and I just can’t imagine what her family is going through. I’m praying for her to be healed and for her family.

That’s when I started to lecture myself. Shame on me for worrying about such petty things like cleaning house and mailing Christmas cards while other people are dealing with real tragedies and real problems.

Then I decided to hit the “reset” button on my day and check my mom’s Facebook page for her daily post of the Jesus Calling devotional. I’m so glad I did. Here’s the entry for today:

 

December 19

Do not be weighed down by the clutter in your life: lots of little chores to do sometime, in no particular order. If you focus too much on these petty tasks, trying to get them all out of the way, you will discover that they are endless. They can eat up as much time as you devote to them.
Instead of trying to do all your chores at once, choose the ones that need to be done today. Let the rest slip into the background of your mind, so I can be in the forefront of your awareness. Remember that your ultimate goal is living close to Me, being responsive to My initiatives. I can communicate with you most readily when your mind is uncluttered and turned toward Me. Seek My Face continually throughout this day. Let My Presence bring order to your thoughts, infusing Peace into your entire being.

Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.
—Proverbs 16:3

“But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.”
—Matthew 6:33
Wow.

I am so thankful for a God who creates moments like this and knows how to “wow” me by saying exactly what I need to hear at the exact time I need to hear it. 


I'm so thankful for a God who doesn't need everything to be perfectly placed and in order for me to come and talk with Him. 

I’m so thankful for a God who loves me in spite of the countless times I lose sight of what’s truly important every single day. 



I’m so thankful for a God who loves me so much that “He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.”


 
Merry Christmas, y'all!



Monday, July 23, 2012

38 weeks


How far along: 38 weeks, 5 days

Baby's size: 19.5 inches long, 6.8 pounds

Maternity clothes: Yep.  Trying to stay as cool as possible, so wearing lots of skirts and dresses when I can.

Stretch marks: A couple of small ones around my belly button.  I've noticed that the left side of my tummy (my left when I look down) has a few more marks than my right side which seems about right since it always seems like her back/body is leaning to my left and all of her little elbow/knee jabs poke me on the right!

Sleep:  Going to bed around 9 or 10...too late for my taste!  Sleeping okay, but still waking up in the middle of the night.  Mackenzie has also been waking up multiple times in the night...I'm wondering if she has a clue as to what's about to happen!

Best moment this week:  Talking to Dr. W last Wednesday and deciding on an "eviction" date for Sloane! If she doesn't show her pretty face this week, we're scheduled to go in for an induction next week.

Miss anything:  Being able to sleep on my back, being able to get out of the bed like a normal person, and I'm definitely missing my energy!!  Every little task is exhausting and the big ones (like keeping up with Mackenzie) have become really hard!

Movement:  Baby girl is moving a lot!  She's a strong girl so some of her jabs even hurt a bit.  For the last couple of months, she consistently has a "party in my tummy" around 9:30.  It will be interesting to see if she is still up at that hour when she's here.

Food cravings:  Back to eating raisin bread toast, cereal, and a big glass of OJ for breakfast in the mornings.  Still drinking lots of ice-cold water all day and night.  Also craving starches like pastas, potatoes, and breads....ahem, mac-n-cheese.

Anything making you queasy or sick:  No - thank goodness!

Gender: It's a GIRL!!!!  Sloane Elizabeth Parker!  We got a few gifts from Mr. and Mrs. Caddy this weekend that Mrs. Caddy had personalized.  I squealed because I love seeing her name/monogram on things in person!  So exciting!

Labor signs:  Nope.  Still at 1 cm and not effaced.

Symptoms: Fatigue, pregnancy brain, swollen feet, legs, face...swollen everything!

Belly button in or out: Out.

Wedding rings on or off: Off (for about a month now)

Happy or moody most of the time: Happy, excited, and anxious about "getting everything done" before she gets here.  And, just to keep things honest for my memory's sake, I've been a tad irritable these days.  I do feel my mood switching up a little faster...I'm blaming it on the heat!

Looking forward to:  Meeting this sweet baby girl sometime in the next week and seeing Mackenzie become a big sister.  :)

Thursday, June 28, 2012

35 weeks


I know it's been TOO LONG since I posted last, but I better write about this pregnancy while she's still in there!


How far along: 35 weeks, 1 day

Baby's size: 18 inches long, 5 1/4 pounds

Maternity clothes: Yep.  Trying to stay as cool as possible, so wearing lots of skirts and dresses when I can.

Stretch marks: A couple of small ones around my belly button.

Sleep:  Going to bed around 9 or 10...too late for my taste!  Sleeping okay, but still waking up in the middle of the night.

Best moment this week:  The baby shower that my sweet friends threw for Sloane on Sunday was so wonderful!  I even had family come into town that I didn't think could make it and it was so great to catch up with them.  Love you Meemaw & Anne!

Miss anything:  Being able to sleep on my back, being able to get out of the bed like a normal person, and I'm definitely missing my energy!!

Movement:  Baby girl is moving ALL THE TIME!  She's getting big and strong so I'm feeling every little movement and some of them even hurt a bit!

Food cravings:  For a while, I was eating raisin bread toast, Honey Nut Cheerios, and a big glass of OJ for breakfast EVERY MORNING.  It was delicious...that's kind of fallen away, but I'm still eating the cereal.  I'm craving Goobers like a crazy person...you know - the chocolate covered peanuts they have at the movies?  YUM.  I'm also, thankfully, craving ice-cold water all the time!

Anything making you queasy or sick:  No - thank goodness!

Gender: It's a GIRL!!!!  Sloane Elizabeth Parker!

Labor signs:  No, but we have started our weekly checks with Dr. W.  Yesterday was my first weekly appointment and she said that I was dilated to 1 cm, not thinned out much at all, and she could feel the baby's head.  Everything looked great and my goal is to just keep her in there for at least two more weeks so that she'll be full term.  After that, she can come whenever she pleases...as long as it's not too far past her due date!  The heat is miserable!!!

Symptoms: Fatigue, pregnancy brain, swollen feet, legs, face...swollen everything!

Belly button in or out: Out.

Wedding rings on or off: Off (for a few weeks now)

Happy or moody most of the time: Happy, excited, and anxious about "getting everything done" before she gets here.

Looking forward to:  Meeting this sweet baby girl sometime in the next 5 weeks and seeing Mackenzie become a big sister.  :)

Thursday, March 8, 2012

19 weeks

I saw a friend updating her blog with weekly stats on her pregnancy and thought it would be fun to do.  I'm almost half-way done, but better late than never!  :)


Due date:  August 1, 2012 is the official due date, but I originally had July 29 as a due date and then the measurements at our last ultrasound said the due date was July 27.  Who knows?!


How far along: 19 weeks, 1 day

Baby's size: 8.5 ounces, size of a large "heirloom" tomato

Maternity clothes: Borrowing super cute stuff from a sweet friend and re-using what I can from the last time.  I definitely needed to start wearing maternity clothes MUCH sooner than I did with Mackenzie.  Thank goodness I've had multiple mamas tell me that's pretty normal for the second baby.  Whew.

Stretch marks: No

Sleep: Mackenzie's bedtime is around 8pm and the last few months I've been going to bed right after putting her down.  I'm sleeping pretty well, but I'm normally a pretty heavy sleeper and that's not the case lately.  Almost any little thing wakes me up and then I have a hard time going back to sleep.  I usually wake up at least once in the middle of the night.  I guess God's just getting me ready for what's to come!  :)

Best moment this week: Talking about names with Matt and going to lunch today to shop around for baby cribs.  Also, I bought the first clothing item for the baby.  I got a "Big Sister" t-shirt for M and a matching "Little Sister" onesie for little miss.  When I showed it to Mackenzie, she said "look how CUTE!" which made Matt roll his eyes and made my heart leap for joy!

Miss anything: Honestly, I don't normally drink very often, but the other day while we were out eating pizza, I really wanted a frosty mug of beer to go with it!  Ha!

Movement: YES!  Little miss is moving around so much and I absolutely LOVE it!  It makes me smile so big that my face hurts.  Best feeling in the entire world.

Food cravings: I haven't really been craving anything specific, but when I do think of something, I want it five minutes ago.  I get hungry quickly and it's a mad dash to eat ASAP.

Anything making you queasy or sick: Brushing my teeth is still making me a little queasy...I think it's the after-taste of the toothpaste.  I've tried a different kind, but it was worse.

Gender: It's a GIRL!!!!

Labor signs: No

Symptoms: Fatigue, pregnancy brain (major!), hungry all the time!

Belly button in or out: In

Wedding rings on or off: On

Happy or moody most of the time: Happy...and tired!

Looking forward to: Being able to feel the baby move from the outside.  I can tell Matt is really excited about being able to feel it and I think it will be cool to share with Mackenzie.

Sunday, February 19, 2012